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Never once have I asked to be given a life. But how about a fucking week? A month and my God a year, how come? It's always over before it ever. Even begins I'm always pushed away and it's done in such almost calculated way
Why is it
Getting close to once in one is so f****** scary. Everyone's been so hurt and they put it on the next, it's almost like a flex. You hurt me. I hurt you, this is what we're gonna do. Keep it, what the fuck I'm at this point. I've cried so many tears.
I gotta tell you, I'm almost impressed. One of the biggest thing is to disappoint not yourself of course because you always get out in time
Because everyone's walking around these days pretending that they're fine, they're fine with giving a little, they're fine with putting in. But once it gets a little deep, no one wants to go within. So keep your pride, your ego in check. I've lost everything that magic could get just tired of it so burnt out turns out it'll always be that way. I have no inspiration to keep this party going. No examples to live upon. No ways of glory, so I say Goodbye to my heart in that way. It literally packed its bags at the beginning of the day and I'm done. I'm walking away. Keep those silly words
REAL
TRUE
DEVOTION
THEY LOOK AND FEEL UGLY TO ME
WOW

Wish i could see, how did I get here?
Oh, maybe it's just fear, but no .It's actually been a lifetime of everyone so sure they know how to run the show never stepping outside themselves choosing the comfort that they know. I know you think this is not you

Messed up

what that Ego can do
things can be so clearly
from someone's point of view and yet it'll never bring them
to the true
real you
love.
I went too deep
now I'm stuck down here.

I've simply become
too

WEAK

Im done
So truly madly deeply completely certifiably, absolutely empty
Done