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(Verse 1)
I learned how to weaponize silence
How to laugh when I’m crying
How to say “I’m fine” with tears in my eyes
And somehow make it sound convincing
I know every angle of my face
Every flaw I should erase
Everybody else walks in effortless
While I rehearse just being okay
(Pre-Chorus)
And I know they call me dramatic
But nobody sees the panic
Underneath the glitter eyeliner
And the fake confidence habit
(Chorus)
Maybe I’m too much
Too loud, too jealous
Too hard to love when I get messed up
Maybe I care too deep
Maybe I feel everything
Like a cut that never heals enough
I’m scared if I stop talking
You’ll realize I’m nothing
So I keep making noise
Even when it destroys me
Maybe I’m too much
Or maybe they were never enough for me
(Verse 2)
I hate every mirror after midnight
Every group photo, every highlight
Everybody says these are the best years
So why do mine feel like a landslide?
And God, I wanna be wanted
Not tolerated for a moment
I wanna walk into a room
And not compare myself to every girl in it
(Pre-Chorus)
So I flirt, disappear, start fights
Say cruel things on bad nights
Then cry when nobody notices
Something’s wrong behind my eyes
(Chorus)
Maybe I’m too much
Too sharp, too reckless
Too emotional when I get stressed out
Maybe I think too fast
Maybe I make good things crash
Before they leave me first somehow
I’m scared if I stay honest
You’ll see I’m kinda haunted
So I turn every feeling
Into something toxic
Maybe I’m too much
Or maybe I just needed somebody to hold me up
(Bridge)
I don’t wanna be the angry girl anymore
Slamming every emotional door
I don’t wanna measure my worth
By who texts back first
I just wanna breathe without thinking
Everybody’s secretly leaving
(Final Chorus)
Maybe I’m not too much
Maybe I’m just fifteen
Trying to survive inside a body that hates me
Trying to survive friendships changing
Trying to survive my own brain daily
And maybe one day I’ll look in the mirror
Without feeling fear there
Maybe one day I’ll finally believe
There’s more to me than what everybody sees.
I learned how to weaponize silence
How to laugh when I’m crying
How to say “I’m fine” with tears in my eyes
And somehow make it sound convincing
I know every angle of my face
Every flaw I should erase
Everybody else walks in effortless
While I rehearse just being okay
(Pre-Chorus)
And I know they call me dramatic
But nobody sees the panic
Underneath the glitter eyeliner
And the fake confidence habit
(Chorus)
Maybe I’m too much
Too loud, too jealous
Too hard to love when I get messed up
Maybe I care too deep
Maybe I feel everything
Like a cut that never heals enough
I’m scared if I stop talking
You’ll realize I’m nothing
So I keep making noise
Even when it destroys me
Maybe I’m too much
Or maybe they were never enough for me
(Verse 2)
I hate every mirror after midnight
Every group photo, every highlight
Everybody says these are the best years
So why do mine feel like a landslide?
And God, I wanna be wanted
Not tolerated for a moment
I wanna walk into a room
And not compare myself to every girl in it
(Pre-Chorus)
So I flirt, disappear, start fights
Say cruel things on bad nights
Then cry when nobody notices
Something’s wrong behind my eyes
(Chorus)
Maybe I’m too much
Too sharp, too reckless
Too emotional when I get stressed out
Maybe I think too fast
Maybe I make good things crash
Before they leave me first somehow
I’m scared if I stay honest
You’ll see I’m kinda haunted
So I turn every feeling
Into something toxic
Maybe I’m too much
Or maybe I just needed somebody to hold me up
(Bridge)
I don’t wanna be the angry girl anymore
Slamming every emotional door
I don’t wanna measure my worth
By who texts back first
I just wanna breathe without thinking
Everybody’s secretly leaving
(Final Chorus)
Maybe I’m not too much
Maybe I’m just fifteen
Trying to survive inside a body that hates me
Trying to survive friendships changing
Trying to survive my own brain daily
And maybe one day I’ll look in the mirror
Without feeling fear there
Maybe one day I’ll finally believe
There’s more to me than what everybody sees.