why

The last Thanksgiving was awhile now its the last time I touched your sweet face. I remember the first time you flew on a plane by yourself , you didnt want to say goodbye because you said it always made me cry, I was upset a little your dad took I ou to the airport u were gone when I got home and I cried anyway , the the last time I seen you thanksgiving night you wanted to hug bye the night before you left and I said no I was going to get up with you but when I woke u were already gone driving back to texas and it hit me hard you were gone I left a message why did you not say goodbye I wanted to tell u how proud I was of you , so weeks went by we talked a little I sent you some stuff and then I answered the phone on Thursday morning , it was dallas police saying you killed yourself my life was shattered and never be the same with a haunting question why why didnt you say goodbye , maybe I should of called yoi that day maybe you would of stayed maybe if you had told me I would of brought u home and got help I would of helped you but you never gave me that chance because you never said goodbye