Songtexte
**[Verse 1]**
Mirror on the wall, yeah, I know that girl
Fake little smile with a crack in the curl
Walk in the hallway, everybody stares
But nobody sees when she’s pulling out hairs
Phone lights flashing like a battlefield
Laugh too hard so nobody knows what’s real
Cheer shoes hitting like a countdown clock
Heart goes numb when the bass beat drops
**[Pre-Chorus]**
And I—
Spin like I’m untouchable
Move like I’m invincible
But every time the music stops
I’m scared of who I am
**[Chorus]**
So turn it up-up-up, let the speakers blow
If I dance fast enough maybe no one knows
I’m a pretty little mess in glitter and smoke
Trying not to choke on the words I never spoke
Hands up high like I’m feeling okay
Bright lights hiding everything I won’t say
Yeah I break down slow but I move so proud
If I’m falling apart, I’ll do it pretty loud
**[Verse 2]**
Lip gloss, cold stare, walking like a queen
Whole world loves a perfect-looking teen
But perfection cuts like diamonds on skin
Everybody wants out while I’m trapped within
Best friends talking but I tune them out
Too many feelings and I hate this doubt
So I dance harder, faster, out of breath
Trying to outrun what’s inside my head
**[Pre-Chorus]**
And I—
Move like a firework
Smile even when it hurts
One more beat, one more spin
Don’t let the silence in
**[Chorus]**
So turn it up-up-up, let the speakers blow
If I dance fast enough maybe no one knows
I’m a pretty little mess in glitter and smoke
Trying not to choke on the words I never spoke
Hands up high like I’m feeling okay
Bright lights hiding everything I won’t say
Yeah I break down slow but I move so proud
If I’m falling apart, I’ll do it pretty loud
**[Dance Break / Chant]**
Hey! Hey!
Watch me light the room up
Hey! Hey!
Even when I’m bruised up
One-two-three-four
Hit the floor
Heartbeat louder than before
**[Final Chorus]**
Turn it up-up-up till the ceiling shakes
I’ve been carrying around everybody’s weight
But tonight I’m done being scared out loud
I’m taking every crack and making it sound
Like a battle cry under neon lights
Like surviving every single night
Yeah I break down slow but I stand so proud
If I’m falling apart, I’ll do it pretty loud.
Mirror on the wall, yeah, I know that girl
Fake little smile with a crack in the curl
Walk in the hallway, everybody stares
But nobody sees when she’s pulling out hairs
Phone lights flashing like a battlefield
Laugh too hard so nobody knows what’s real
Cheer shoes hitting like a countdown clock
Heart goes numb when the bass beat drops
**[Pre-Chorus]**
And I—
Spin like I’m untouchable
Move like I’m invincible
But every time the music stops
I’m scared of who I am
**[Chorus]**
So turn it up-up-up, let the speakers blow
If I dance fast enough maybe no one knows
I’m a pretty little mess in glitter and smoke
Trying not to choke on the words I never spoke
Hands up high like I’m feeling okay
Bright lights hiding everything I won’t say
Yeah I break down slow but I move so proud
If I’m falling apart, I’ll do it pretty loud
**[Verse 2]**
Lip gloss, cold stare, walking like a queen
Whole world loves a perfect-looking teen
But perfection cuts like diamonds on skin
Everybody wants out while I’m trapped within
Best friends talking but I tune them out
Too many feelings and I hate this doubt
So I dance harder, faster, out of breath
Trying to outrun what’s inside my head
**[Pre-Chorus]**
And I—
Move like a firework
Smile even when it hurts
One more beat, one more spin
Don’t let the silence in
**[Chorus]**
So turn it up-up-up, let the speakers blow
If I dance fast enough maybe no one knows
I’m a pretty little mess in glitter and smoke
Trying not to choke on the words I never spoke
Hands up high like I’m feeling okay
Bright lights hiding everything I won’t say
Yeah I break down slow but I move so proud
If I’m falling apart, I’ll do it pretty loud
**[Dance Break / Chant]**
Hey! Hey!
Watch me light the room up
Hey! Hey!
Even when I’m bruised up
One-two-three-four
Hit the floor
Heartbeat louder than before
**[Final Chorus]**
Turn it up-up-up till the ceiling shakes
I’ve been carrying around everybody’s weight
But tonight I’m done being scared out loud
I’m taking every crack and making it sound
Like a battle cry under neon lights
Like surviving every single night
Yeah I break down slow but I stand so proud
If I’m falling apart, I’ll do it pretty loud.