Outsider

[Chorus]
i stay awake through the nights with my fears colliding
every promise that you made feels like it’s subsiding
i really do my best i am trying
but in every way it would be our ending
i stay awake through the nights with my fears colliding
every promise that you made feels like it’s subsiding
i’m unraveling inside all the signs aligning
and without you in my life everything is dying


[Verse]
missing our world before it was divided
the way you made me feel i
really can’t describe it
you killed me in silence
i could not survive it
you don’t walk in my shoes
to know what suicide is
i always knew the truth
that you were lying
but if it’s about you i be quiet
i feel myself better when i’m getting high
hope you feel better when i‘m not alive

because a tale without you
means that i never existed
i’m addicted in your presence
and i offer no resistance
sometimes life can be twisted
but it turned into distance
I will never be the same but
i hope for your forgiveness
[Chorus]
i stay awake through the nights with my fears colliding
every promise that you made feels like it’s subsiding
i really do my best i am trying
but in every way it would be our ending
i stay awake through the nights with my fears colliding
every promise that you made feels like it’s subsiding
i’m unraveling inside all the signs aligning
and without you in my life everything is dying