Spinning Off the Rails cover art

Paroles

[Verse 1]
Haven’t slept in three days
Teeth hum
Tongue shakes
Talking to the ceiling fan
Like it’s got answers for me
Coffee stains on my shirt
Phone buzzing like a hornet nest
Every mirror in this place
Keeps laughing at my face

[Chorus]
I’m not okay
I’m not okay and I kinda like it (hey!)
Brain on fire like a runaway train
I lost my mind
I lost my mind and I’m gonna ride it
Spinning off the rails
And I’m never hitting the brakes

[Verse 2]
Smile like a cracked plate
Eyes like blown fuses
Writing on the fridge door
“Don’t trust what your head says”
Neighbors hear me at 3 a.m
Arguing with empty chairs
But they don’t know the punchline
Only I know why I’m scared

[Chorus]
I’m not okay
I’m not okay and I kinda like it (yeah!)
Brain on fire like a runaway train
I lost my mind
I lost my mind and I’m gonna ride it
Spinning off the rails
And I’m never hitting the brakes

[Bridge]
Who decides what’s sane
When the whole world clicks and scrolls all day
Who’s to say I’m wrong
For screaming when the walls start to pray
If this is broken
I’ll stay broken
Crown of static on my head (woah)
If this is crazy
Call it home
I made a throne out of my dread

[Chorus]
I’m not okay
I’m not okay and I kinda like it
Brain on fire like a runaway train
I lost my mind
I lost my mind and I’m gonna ride it (ride it)
Spinning off the rails
And I’m never hitting the brakes
I’m not okay
But I’m the king of my mistakes